Bahagia

Saya senang hati melihat kebahagiaan orang lain. 

Ya, kadang-kadang saya cemburu.

Saya cemburukan mereka kerana saya juga mahu bahagia seperti mereka.

jadi, kadang-kadang saya rasa saya ini sangat ridiculous.

Notes ##

Should ask him directly 

Lari

 Rasa macam nak pergi jauh je dari sini.

Balik setahun sekali.

So that, I will not always commit sins.

I want to be a good person, but not like this.

I definitely cannot stand in this place for a longer period of time.

'o Allah! forgive all my sins,

whether few or more,

the first and the last,

the apparent and the hidden'

 

 

Notes

Cemburu mencengkam jiwa..

Astaghfirullah..

Ampunilah segala kekhilafanku, ya Allah..

5 years Already..

Mohd Fazree!!!

工 ﾚo√乇 ㄚ◯∪

^_^ 

 

 

Bila nak datang meminang?

 p/s--> i have loved you for 5 years,

i will love you for another 50&more..

Bowling and Secret Recipe

Dekat 2 jam jugak men bowling semalam ngan cikNor. Pastu g merayap2 dalam KB Mall, window shopping.

Dah nak dekat pukul 3 baru betul2 beli barang2 yang perlu dibeli. And then, we had our lunch in Secret Recipe sebab cikNor teringin nak makan Spagetti Bolognese.

 ape ntah nama menu ni..lupe I.

yg penting, SEDAP!

^_^

Hangout

Belum subuh lagi dah bangun mandi hari ni. Semata-mata nak kuar hangout ngan cikNor. I terpaksa la ikot mommy pegi tempat keje die, sebab klu x, memang susah I nak kuar.

^_^

Dah lama xjumpa cikNor, last jumpa time konvo 3 tahun lepas je. 

Ni yang rasa happy ni.

Oh! for those yg xtau sape cikNor, she is my best roommate ms blaja kt UiTM dulu.

ok, nk melantak nasi kerabu dulu..yum!yum!

Redha

suram muram je rasa bila plan kita xjadi..

tapi kan,

kita hanya merancang, hanya Allah s.w.t yg menentukannya..

Dia yang Maha Mengetahui apa yang terbaik buat kita..

Redhakanlah hati-hatiku dengan setiap ketentuan-Mu, ya Allah..

Cake & Pastry

Bosan betol la dok rumah sorang2. Budak2 kecik skolah. Sorang skolah asrama, sorg darjah 6 yg pukul 5 petang baru balik rmh. haish.

I plan nak masuk kursus kek n pastry bulan 7 nanti lepas habis blaja.

Harap2 jadi, xsabar nak blaja buat kek betol2...

mini pavlova..dah lama I nk try..

^_^

 yum!yum!

Red Velvet Cake ni pun sedap..

>_<

p/s-->perlu m'bz kn diri utk lupakan segala kekusutan jiwa.

adoiya..

my weakness

What would you do if people you like, is actually hate you?

when you can't smile properly to them, when you just angry with them when they do things improperly..

one of my weakness is that i can't smile to people who makes me angry with them.

Notes--> Nothing hurts more than being dissapointed by the person you thought would never hurt you.

Mimpi Mainan Tidur

I susah betul nk tdo mlm semenjak 2 menjak ni. Kadang2 tu kena nangis lepas segala rasa lelah baru dapat tdo.

Sebab tu, before sleep I've always hoping that that night I have a wonderful and cheerful dream, yang boleh buat jiwa rasa bahagia keesokan harinya.

walaupun I tahu mimpi hanyalah mainan tidur, how I wish that that wonderful dreams really becomes reality.

sigh*

 

Free Bird ^_^

Semalam ada viva ngan ketua farmasi. Evaluation time praktikal kat cna. So, overall ok la. Mula-mula tu macam takut pun ada jugak I. Sebab before this, ketua cakap nak tanya everything pasal drugs, weekly report and project kami. Last2, she just ask questions yang ada dalam log book je. Alhamdulillah, overall I dapat A la. Ada 1-2 soalan, she ask and I can't answer properly and convincely dapat B. Tapi ada 1 soalan tu, dia tanya mcm ni.

 ' wahida, bayangkan u dh keje as PPF, and 1 day kete u rosak, apa yg u akan buat'

u all wants to know apa yang I jawab dia?

hehe. bajet memang b'dedikasi la ni.

 'bg sy, kete rosak bukan alasan untuk xpegi keje. teksi ngan bas kn ada' 

tapi kan sebenarnya, dia nk jawapan lain. so, dia bg lg 1 situasi lain. 

 'what if anak u demam,apa yg u buat'

so I jawab la,

'owh, kalau camtu I terpaksa la cuti, then I akan call ketua kat farmasi untuk bagitau yg I perlu cuti'

dia ckap la

'good2, itu yg sy nk dgr sbenarnya. Klu u nak cuti, u must inform ketua u dulu. Xleh senang2 cuti camtu je'

huh!lega...

I'm a free bird sekarang. Report dah siap, Project dah siap. 

so, Mr. Fazree, jom KAWEN!!!--->sengal 

 

4 Years & 10 Months

Happy anniversary my love, for our 4 years and 10 months long-distance relationship. I love you, and will always love you more. So, please, come ask for my hand in marriage. Will you?

q&a

Urghh! 8 March nanti will be a viva with my boss. Basically she will ask about what we have learnt while doing clinical practice there. So, I have to study. Even though I don’t know how much I will be stress if can’t answer the question, but I have to study. ~_~

almost

It almost March…sigh*

Guilty

I've had a quarrel with my Mr. 

Although I'm at fault, he always the one to give in and always the one to broach a reconciliation. 

I feel guilty.

Keje Keje Keje

Esok dah keje. ~_~

Malasnya keje tanpa duit. Isk isk isk.

Notes 12

it's my nature to do things that will satisfy me FULL STOP

Urgh!!!

i'm not going to do anything,

not for anyone's sake anymore!!!!!!!!!!

3 in 1

Another weekends yg t'amat m'bosankn..
i rather balik kampong or go to Sabah than being here..
the most boring KL without my loved ones...

with no one to talk, rasa sunyi sgt..
klu i balik kampong, boleh jgk m'nyakat budak2 kecik tu..
miss them so much, they're not the 'little ones' anymore..sumenya dah besar..
dekYah dh form.2 and dekTqah pun dh masuk Year 6...cepatkn masa berlalu, dulu kecik2 jer tgk dorg..>_<

i was planning untuk bw My Mr. jumpa mommy and pappy dis March. Harap dorang lembut hati and can accept pilihan hati saya..InsyaAllah....

Sekarang sy praktikal di Klinik Kesihatan Jinjang, so far away from my place and almost takes 1 hour and a half if jalan jem. gosh, rs nk migraine tau klu tetiba ade jem. Harap2 la nanti saya xkena Posting di KL, bosan sudah dengan kehidupan disini.
I was planning to choose;
1. Kelantan(dekat ngn my family, jimat kos and boleh savings byk cket)
2. Terengganu(dekat juga la cket ngn family)
3. Sabah(tu pun klu pilihan 1 &2 xdpt, boleh dekat ngn future husband..ngehngehngeh)..

dat all for today..tetiba je rs nk post something..
chi0a!!

bdk ini sgt comel..

harap2 dia dh bleh ngam ngn org len pasni..

buleh bwk dukong2 ^_^

P/S-->thank u so much kpd sesape yg rajin datang jenguk blog ni..

sy sgt m'hargai anda wlaupun anda t'pksa m'baca ceta sy yg ntah hape2 ni..

^_^

arigato!!