May 29, 2014

Not mine

He's not mine anymore...
We break up.
& what makes me sad is I'm the one who ask for it.

I cannot stand his mother doesn't like me.
Not exactly doesn't like me, but she doesn't want his son to marry peninsular woman because of distance.
She might be afraid that her son will leave her.
Staying far from her because he's the only son.

I love him.
I don't know if I can find a good guy like him.

........insyaAllah. ..

All I want to do now is seeking for His Blessing.  InsyaAllah.
He knows whats the best for me.


I don't really know what to feel.