I hv been silent lately. Not because of busy. I just don't have the guts to write anymore.
I just. I don't know.
I feel sorry for my mom. And guilty too. Because all this while, I've been a 'malas' daughter to her.
And now. This time baru I realize I must be a good and 'rajin' daughter to her.
The wrinkles on her face makes my tears drop.
I love u mom. You are the most wonderful woman I've ever known.
My big day that I have waited for so long has coming.
InsyaAllah. Tomorrow's night, I will be someone else wife.
Alhamdulillah. I want to be very grateful and always be with what Allah gave me. Whether I think it is good or bad for me. I always know that Allah will give the best for me.
Penuh dengan perbezaan.
Ada yang bahagia.
Ada yang derita.
Ada yang sedih.
Ada yang sengsara.
Walaupun kita yang mencorakkan kehidupan kita.
Tetapi jalan cerita kita telah ditentukan olehNya.
Ya, kita hanya mampu merancang.
Itulah sebaik-baik kejadian manusia.
Yes. Sekarang memang saya dah sedar.
A good man will protect dignity of a woman he love. If he is not. He's just playing with you.
And I also sedar.
Lelaki yang serius mahu mengahwinimu akan berusaha so hard to get us and will do everything before we ask.
I now realize.
Past is past now. Eventhough it tooks me damn long to forget everything, but once I've move on. I won't look back. Seriously.
I'm praying for your happiness with a woman you really want. & I know she's not me.