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Dec 1, 2013

26


Finally, I'm officially 26.
I'm getting older and I hate it!


Nov 10, 2013

Alhamdulillah


Been on the phone with him just now.

Alhamdulillah, he has a good news.
His mother said that kalau nak datang meminang I must be tahun depan because she said tahun ni dah tak sempat.

Alhamdulillah. Shukran ya Allah. I am so thankful for what I have in life now.
Alhamdulillah.

May Allah ease everything,
Amin....





Nov 9, 2013

my problem is I can't wait!


Hi.
I haven't been blog for awhile.
Now I'm back.

My Mr.
He say that he will pujuk his mom.
Dia cakap tunggu je berita baik dari dia.

so,
the problem is.
I'm not so penyabar orangnya.

sgt terbeban rasanya utk menunggu.

sigh*

Sep 16, 2013

OMG


My relationship with my Mr. is in a critical state. Dulu, I only know my mom yang tak suka I kawen dengan orang jauh. But, recently, I've just found out yang mak dia also tak suka dia kawen and dok jauh-jauh dari family.

Dugaan datang bertubi-tubi. Ada orang cakap. Sabar itu Indah. Jadi I akan bersabar. -_-'


Aug 24, 2013

Engaged





Hi.
Dah lama tak update blog kesayangan ni. Bila dah tak ada orang nak berborak and kongsi cerita barulah blog ini yang amat berguna.

Dear.
Guess what?
Alhamdulillah, my Mr. dah nyatakan hajat hatinya untuk meminang saya. He already call my mom and dad untuk dapatkan green light. Nak jumpa pun jauh, call pun jadi la.

So, we planning to get married at the end of this year. InsyaAllah. Bila dah lama menunggu, rasa bosan pulak. Tapi bila dah macam ni, rasa macam tergesa-gesa pulak.

So, wish us luck..

Amin....................







Apr 6, 2013

Nightmare



Last night I was having a nightmare where I have to marry another man without my Mr. knowledge. In that dream, I try calling him, but he's not answering the phone.

OMG. The dream felt so real!

Bila dah terbangun, I mengucap banyak-banyak and tetiba rasa sebak. I call him and menangis teresak-esak.

Oh my, rasa different sangat masa bila still single berbanding jadi married women.


Mar 24, 2013

I bring him home



Bila dah bawak balik , jadi camni la plk. Semua asyik tanya, bila pulak turn kami. My mom pulak yang kena menjawab.

I bring him home just to introduce him to my family. Takkan la nak tergesa-gesa pulak. I don’t like rushing. and he say nothing, so takkan la I yang nak mendesak. I tak suka nak desak orang, especially when it comes to the important in our lives.

Rancang perjalanan hidup sebab Allah juga merancang dan Allah yang menentukan apa yang terbaik untuk kita.

Berbalik kepada cerita kami, turns out my family likes him. Alhamdulillah, syukran ya Allah. 

Sekarang ni, I just have to wait and see how my Mr. will act and do things his ways. If he really wants to be my Zaudj, then dia akan cepat-cepat segerakan apa yang halal, no need for me to force.


Mar 13, 2013

Busy



So busy with work. 



Jan 23, 2013

silence is a girl's loudest cry



ada staff farmasi cakap tadi
'kenapa ko tak bercakap ek? risau aku tengok'



bila dah kena tegur macam tu rasa macam nak 
berlimpah airmata keluar.
I'm not OK, that is why I stay silent.


Jan 8, 2013

I'm a Woman



I'm planning on going to Sabah this March. But my Mom keep treating me like a school student eventhough I'm 26 now.

I don't know what is wrong. sigh*

-_-'




Jan 5, 2013

My Vi


Oh yeah!

I dah pun selamat membeli kereta. Next month dah tak ada lagi duit-duit yang terlebih untuk berjoli. Faham kan maksud I?. 

Tapi, I was planning untuk tukar kereta auto I dengan kereta manual my Mom and then tukar kereta manual my Mom dengan kereta kancil lama adik I. So, nanti I guna kereta lama la sebab I pun tak ade la guna frequently kereta tu. Sekadar nak bawak pegi kerja malam and pegi beli barang je. Lagipun, I kesiankan my Mom sebab kaki dia tak boleh tolerate kalau jalan jem. Tengok muka dia berkerut kesakitan kaki pun I rasa risau. 

Tapi, the point is. Boleh ke I drive manual car, drive yang auto pun masih tak cekap-cekap lagi. Huh! dugaan dugaan. -_-'