She's here

Alhamdulillah.
Saya selamat melahirkan Nur Raihannah melalui ceaser. Sedih sebab not through normal process tapi syukurlah my daughter is safe & healthy. Nothing more grateful than that.

Thank you Allah.

Silent

I hv been silent lately. Not because of busy. I just don't have the guts to write anymore.

I just. I don't know.

Cough

I feel unwell.
I cough a lot.
I want to vomit.

Blurggghhhhh

Guilty

I feel sorry for my mom. And guilty too. Because all this while, I've been a 'malas' daughter to her.

And now. This time baru I realize I must be a good and 'rajin' daughter to her.

The wrinkles on her face makes my tears drop.

I love u mom. You are the most wonderful woman I've ever known.

PadaMu

Kosong

Delay

My flight delay & I'm so cuak. Erm. Not exactly cuak because I'm not so happy leaving here.

But penat doh. I want to rest.

Alhamdulillah

I am happy.
I am so so happy.

I'm engaged♡♥

Alhamdulillah..

Thank you Allah..

Your smile.

Your smile swept away my exhaustion.

When

When they have Everything,
You're just Nothing.

sigh*
I just want to be Someone's Everything.
selfish k?

Thank u Allah.

Thank You Allah.
For replacing what I think best for myself with somewhat You plan the best for me.

Alhamdulillah.
Thank you Allah.

Awake

Bila da terbangun pukul 3-4 pagi mcm ni. Mmg susah la nk tdo balik.

Oh no! I'm hoping I'm not sleepy nanti.

Wedding Preparations

Yes. I am so excited.

So, from today I'll start posting about my engagement & wedding preparation.

So. :-D

Alhamdulillah.  Thank you Allah.

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah.

Alhamdulillah.

Alhamdulillah.

Thank you Allah.

Alhamdulillah.

Last night.

He proposed.

I am so damn happy!

:-D

Alhamdulillah.  Thank you Allah.

Geram

Geram ke geraham?

Geram & geraham memang tak akan sama.

Sebab geram adalah geram.
Dan.
Geraham adalah geraham.

Ish.....apa yg aku merepek ni?

All I want

All I want from a guy was just

A Ring
Love
&
Care

please.........

Humiliate

Right now, Right here.
I just feel wanna go back to a far place where I belong.
I feel humiliated.

Sekarang saya dah sedar

Yes. Sekarang memang saya dah sedar.

A good man will protect dignity of a woman he love. If he is not. He's just playing with you.

And I also sedar.

Lelaki yang serius mahu mengahwinimu akan berusaha so hard to get us and will do everything before we ask.

I now realize.

Past is past now. Eventhough it tooks me damn long to forget everything, but once I've move on. I won't look back. Seriously.

I'm praying for your happiness with a woman you really want. & I know she's not me.

So long.