Followers

Jun 3, 2019

Hannah is 2 years & 9 months

Tinggal esok je lagi puasa Ramadhan 2019. Alhamdulillah, berjaya walau terpaksa tinggalkan 8 hari. Biasa la perempuan. Bhahaha.

Malam ni kami adik beradik bungkus tapai. Hannah aktif sangat malam ni sebab dah makan 2 mangkuk aiskrim.

Alhamdulillah, anakku dah banyak akal nampaknya. Banyak dah perkataan baru yang muncul dari mulut dia.

Hari ni dah pandai 'xleh makan coklat' 'xleh phone' 'nanti mama marah' 

Alhamdulillah. Thank you ya Rabb. 

Mar 15, 2019

Not Myself

what do you feel when someone says 
'susahlah dia ni' 
'susahlah ada .... macam ni' 

i just feel like a failure . i failed to satisfy that person's needs. 


May 16, 2017

Tantrums

When you have to deal with the tantrums of ur child alone with the spouse busy with their hobbies. All you can think is one is enough.

May 2, 2017

7 months & 12 days

Gigi Hannah yang belah bawah baru nak keluar seketul. Mama was so excited yet so scare. Kena gigit la mama satgi. 😂😂😂.

Semalam baru came back from kampong. Mama was so tired and have lots of work to do. You cried & mama scold you. Mama was so sorry. Sesungguhnya mama x perfect. Mama xsekuat and sesabar manusia lain. I was just imperfect human you know.

😭😭😭😭😭

Apr 19, 2017

My Little Love

Alhamdulillah, she's almost 7 months now. And she's healthy, eventho a little eczema makes me nervous 😅.

Hannah. I wanna write something about u. Hoping that someday u will read mama's blog to know how was u as a baby.

Hannah. You are so clingy. Sangat sangat u know. Mama can't lost from your sight, sekejap je dah nangis. sigh*. That's my lesson as a mama. Differ baby, Differ ragam. You can't expect this baby to be like that baby. Ada baby yang very eager to play with everyone or one yang can play alone or one yang xleh renggang dengan mama/papa. But u Hannah, u want to play dengan mama skali ada kat ctu.

Hannah. At the age of 6 months lagi u can merangkak. Sorry i let u cry when i have to take a bath, to the toilet or do something yang perlukan both my hands. And sorry i let u cry because i want u to merangkak to get me.

Hannah. Mama loves u so much. My baby. My little love.

Nov 6, 2016

My everything.

https://youtu.be/KPXS-zVc7Ik

Sep 28, 2016

She's here

Alhamdulillah.
Saya selamat melahirkan Nur Raihannah melalui ceaser. Sedih sebab not through normal process tapi syukurlah my daughter is safe & healthy. Nothing more grateful than that.

Thank you Allah.

Aug 28, 2016

36 weeks and 3 days

It's been a year. And today i am 36 weeks and 3 days pregnant.

Serious. Rasa dah tak larat sangat. Baby mama ni makin membesar dengan sihat. Moga-moga nanti sayang bantu mama waktu bersalin.

We love you sayang.
NR.

Jul 29, 2016

32 weeks

Alhamdulillah. Dah 32 weeks. Another 1 month to go.

Nov 30, 2015

Silent

I hv been silent lately. Not because of busy. I just don't have the guts to write anymore.

I just. I don't know.

Oct 18, 2015

Cough

I feel unwell.
I cough a lot.
I want to vomit.

Blurggghhhhh

Oct 9, 2015

Guilty

I feel sorry for my mom. And guilty too. Because all this while, I've been a 'malas' daughter to her.

And now. This time baru I realize I must be a good and 'rajin' daughter to her.

The wrinkles on her face makes my tears drop.

I love u mom. You are the most wonderful woman I've ever known.

Sep 28, 2015

Delay

My flight delay & I'm so cuak. Erm. Not exactly cuak because I'm not so happy leaving here.

But penat doh. I want to rest.

Hasad

Sep 26, 2015

Alhamdulillah

I am happy.
I am so so happy.

Aug 27, 2015

It's around the corner

My big day that I have waited for so long has coming.

InsyaAllah. Tomorrow's night, I will be someone else wife.

Alhamdulillah. I want to be very grateful and always be with what Allah gave me. Whether I think it is good or bad for me. I always know that Allah will give the best for me.

Jun 11, 2015

I'm engaged♡♥


Alhamdulillah..


Thank you Allah..

Apr 4, 2015

Your smile.

Your smile swept away my exhaustion.